a secret mountain; 2025, may, 4

(venus conjunct neptune in my 3rd; jupiter 2° away from my north node; saturn 2° away from my 3rd)

meanwhile... here's a plop for you...

la la girls are unforgettable 🦄 ghost in the shell crow(n) millions of years of evolution j && j 🛸 simplicity inside the core inside the core II chillin' romeo or julieta everywhen חָבֵר let the cup pass bingo עוֹלָם הַבָּא golden dynamism disruption 7 i'm buildin'; see ya ⭐️

zürich; 2025, april, 27

(new moon in my 4th; venus heading to conjunct neptune in my 3rd; pluto opposite my mars)

okay folks, after many, many years of trials and ocd-virgonian experiments,
i have perfected my cypher_nomad-builder_mode-perfect_girlfriend routine

plus, fridays are for errands, chores, and planning.
and love... fridays, i'm in love ( :

meanwhile... here's a blob for you...

✨ happy new moon in taurus ✨
which house is it happening for you?

you didn't search for this witch burning amor fati robot's language מְחִילָה bloody mary january 7th 2nd wisest human liberty freedom red dragon vulnerable world bitloop חֲבֵרָה order progressing magick revisited jung DeFinite fabulists l1braries libr4ries librari3s buying a new soul

(and good luck pectra; the '22-me is thrilled!)

earth; 2025, april, 22

(venus conjunct saturn conjunct north node in my 2nd; mars on my 7th)

fear is the mind killer

i must not fear. fear is the mind-killer.
fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.

i will face my fear. i will permit it to pass over me and through me. and when it has gone past, i will turn the inner eye to see its path.

where the fear has gone, there will be nothing.
only i will remain.

meanwhile... "any organization not explicitly and constitutionally right-wing will sooner or later become left-wing"

your holiness loved mary and her call for peace

thank you for your service and rest in peace, pope francis
(the first latin american pope)


(and congrats to the astronauts for seeking the stars)
(the term derives from στροναύτης meaning "star sailor")

valencia; 2025, april, 14

(moon conjunct my mc; jupiter conjunct my vertex, getting closer to my north node)

why i support president t

🦾 he's got a big heart and a natural gift for leadership (i mean, he is a leo). leaders are often overlooked — even though they're the ones who light the path, bring people together, hold the vision, and take on the weight of both the triumphs and the failures of the group

🦾 he's a dealmaker — arguably the most relevant skill for the job (yes, job) of a "president". he's backed by a lifetime of accomplishments, and he's rightfully earned the position he holds today

🦾 he and his family stood by me during the darkest, most painful moment of my life — and for that, i'll be forever grateful

🦾 he reminds me of my grandparents, whom i loved deeply — and i can't help but see him as someone i admire and look up to

🦾 he's an outsider, just like myself — unafraid to be himself and challenge the status quo, and that's something i truly admire

🦾 he keeps his word and he's doing an outstanding job leading us toward unity and a golden era — and honestly, that's what i care about most these days

🦾 even if i didn't personally like him, i'd still support him — because i lived through the biden era, i lived through the woke era, and they nearly destroyed both my life and the world

🦾 and finally, he's pretty smart — and i like smart people 🫡

edit: why i dropped my support for a week (but i was convinced to be back)

the deal with mr. president was perfectly clear and it was broken. why?

the evil tesla guy (aka monster) raped me online. i'm still recovering from what he did: the gangstalking (that turned out to be happening for years), the hacking (on november, 22nd, 2024), the humiliation, and the lies (that he continues to spread). i've never spoken with this guy and it took me a while to even realize his game ("i don't think about you at all"). all i can see is that, from his tactics, it's clear that he is insane. whoever creates any narrative to blame the victim is a misogynist moron and is going to face the justice of G'd sooner or later.

i was minding my own business and communicating with the people i love (who my community knows very well), and the monster did all he could to try to destroy beauty and integrity. and whatever the reason his obsession and aggressive behavior was, there are lots of possible agendas (i'm not even going to speculate about them).

the damage the monster caused wasn't just emotional (when you have to defend your life against the interference of the richest man in the world and survive the PTSD from his bizarre harassment and abuse), it was also physical, taking a real toll on my career, my reputation, and my personal life. just ask anyone who knows me in person or knows my work ethic.

NO TRUE FRIEND of mine would ever forget what he did.
and no one with good morals or a truly spiritual nature would ever support that monster.

i'm not bending my knee to the devil; the devil bends the knees to me.
i prayed for G'd to destroy the monster, and the answer shall come. santa agatha be there with me.


welcome to the aquarius age, when we rule the world with love, integrity, and kindness

meanwhile... when you compromise you lose a slice of yourself...

i've chosen a life of service, therefore it's my duty to stand for what i believe in

just as i will stand firmly for privacy, freedom, and self-sovereignty (and all those who fight for it)
just as i will stand for the builders, creators, and aliens who change the world — regardless of whether i agree with their opinions or lifestyles (because it's not my business)
just as i will stand for my loyal love for G'd and for what lies beyond my small and ephemeral existence
just as i will stand for the family i intend to grow in the coming years, as i gracefully mature from bytegirl to bytewoman
just as i will stand for every friend who changed my life and offered me a hand when i was down, regardless of whether life has since separated our paths
just as i will stand for peace among nations and tribes, plurality, human progress, and logic

you might call me a dreamer — but i am not the only one

valencia; 2025, april, 13

(direct [venus + merc] conjunct saturn and north node in my 2nd; full moon in my 9th)

happy passover פֶּסַח, páscoa Πάσχα,
and world quantum day, anon 🍫⚛️

things have been busy, but it feels good to be
back to founder mode (like the new design?)

and, btw, brazilian folks,
i've translated plurality

decent/ai enthusiast folks,
check out this awesome

and libertarian folks, david smith is cool, but
satoshi's cooler; neo-cypherpunks the coolest

meanwhile... hollywood's got its inside jokes...

(riff raff was entertaining;
marina is a pretty name 😆)

(of course i bow 👑 to bill murray,
he got lost with scarlett in tokyo,
and he has a stellium in virgo - with
virgo venus, just like joe or myself)

(ah, and jennifer coolidge
- also stellium in virgo! -
was kinda responsible for
my catania trip last year)

valencia; 2025, april, 5

(generational neptune shift to my 3rd, staying there until 2039)

happy 50th birthday, satoshi 😉

april has been kind, i'm living the golden days
i've been spending some time with my team,
and soon, I will be unveiling my new project!

i am also involved in several ongoing side projects;
at some point i'll be diving into exciting privacy stuff
or the implications of quantum computing for crypto

for now, you might start using ai with my drusilla-py
(for training, fine-tuning, decentralized deployment, etc.)
with the looosely-open-source RL-reasoning-model-r1 ↴

            
> make cypherpunk-love

Encrypted hearts pulse,
Digital whispers unite —
Secret love in code.
            
          

meanwhile...the future is already happening

the d/acc autistic kids are building a balanced new world,
and you're welcome to become a t⽊ee in the dark forest

"you should build, and build profitable things, but
be much more selective and intentional in making sure
you're building things that help you + humanity thrive"

paris; 2025, march, 29

(eclipse on my 3rd; venus ret conjunct north node and neptune)

happy eclipse in aries, anon
the aries-libra axis is almost over,
completing a chapter that began back in april 2023

in my case, one centered on my 3rd house (of expressing thoughts)
which overlapped with my dark night of the soul journey

the most powerful skill we possess as humans is our ability
to alchemize pain and abuse into beauty and love

life eases much more when you tune out the noise
and embrace your dreams with courage and kindness,
and yet, this is no trivial feat in a world so biased
toward the absurd - toward greed and egocentrism

and now, i know exactly who i am,
what i will be building and creating,
who i will be loving in the years ahead
(the rest is just fun, joy, and details)

so, here's to the nodes in virgo-pisces:
may these be the best years of our lives yet ✨

how does it feel? to be without a home?
like a complete unknown? like a rolling stein?

meanwhile... the zeitgeist is being a punk

quantumpunk
cypherpunk
2.0-3.0-4.0-punk
rioterpunk
samuraipunk
transpunk
loverpunk
latampunk
calipunk
oldschoolpunk
OGpunk

life is short; love is vast
heal things; move fast

kreuzberg; 2025, march, 22

(eclipse season; moon on my 12th; venus and mercury ret on my 3rd)

happy equinox, anon

as i chill under the sun and think about the adventures for spring, i want to talk about some science/engineering i am excited about: quantum computing might be undergoing a groundbreaking shift with microsoft's recent announcement of a chip hosting eight majorana-based topological qubits. although i won't take part in the discussion whether these results are hyped or not, i thought i could talk a little bit about the science behind topological quantum computers.

in 1936, alan turing introduced the universal turing machine , a theoretical model of computation that could simulate any other turing machine.
in 1985, david deutsch extended this concept to quantum mechanics by proposing the quantum turing machine,
a theoretical model capable of efficiently simulating quantum systems and laying the foundation for quantum computation.
remarkably, in 1994, peter shor demonstrated that quantum computers could efficiently factor large numbers,
proving their superiority over classical computers and its implications for cryptography.

lot of progress has happened in the field in the last decades,
however, one of the greatest challenges in quantum computing continues to be decoherence,
(i.e., when quantum information is lost due to interactions with the environment).
unlike classical systems, where errors can often be mitigated through cooling,
quantum systems require error correction mechanisms due to their continuous nature.

i explored various aspects of quantum computing back during my phd, but as a string theorist,
i was particularly drawn to the theoretical yet elegant approach of quantum topological computing,
which is inherently fault-tolerant (i.e., resistant to decoherence). let's talk about it.

starting from the basics, a quantum computer is a computational device that harnesses the principles of quantum mechanics
(such as superposition, entanglement, and quantum interference) to process information in ways that classical computers cannot.
it does this by leveraging a primitive called qubit , a normalized linear superposition of the orthonormal states |0> and |1>,
which are members of the 2D complex vector space called hilbert space:

in a 3D space, particles can be classified as bosons (with integer spin quantum numbers) or fermions (with half-integer spin quantum numbers).
when one particle in a 3D space is moved around another and returned to its original position,
this path is topologically equivalent to not moving the particle at all (because the path can be deformed into an arbitrarily small loop).
this constraint makes the statistics involved in exchanging fermions and bosons very simple, producing a phase change of π or 2π only.

frank wilczek introduced the term anyon in 1982, describing them as composites of charged particles in (2+1)-dimensional models.
the statistical properties of these quasiparticles are that they interpolate continuously between bosons and fermions,
i.e., they acquire arbitrary phase factors when exchanged (and this phenomenon has been observed in the fractional quantum hall effect).

in 2003, alexei kitaev published a radical idea in his "fault-tolerant quantum computation by anyons",
proposing that a 2D quantum system hosting non-abelian (i.e., non-commutative) anyonic excitations could function as a quantum computer.
in this model, computations are performed by braiding these anyons, inducing unitary transformations in the system's quantum state.

one of the simplest models of non-abelian anyon is the fibonacci anyon,
which appears on the SU(2) witten–chern–simons topological quantum field theory (yeap, that simons).

the fibonacci model contains two particle types:

i) the vacuum (with 'charge' 0), denoted by 1, and
ii) the non-trivial anyon (with 'charge' 1) here denoted by 𝜏

their fusion rules can be written as:

1 ⊗ 𝜏 = 𝜏 (fusion with vacuum does nothing)
𝜏 ⊗ 1 = 𝜏 (fusion with vacuum does nothing)
𝜏 ⊗ 𝜏 = 1 ⊕ 𝜏 (creation of another anyon)

(⊗ denotes the fusion of two particles and ⊕ denotes multiple possible outcomes)

this means that when two fibonacci anyons interact, they can either fuse into vacuum (annihilating each other) or another fibonacci anyon.
if the braid was not present, then the two pairs would individually fuse to vacuum with 100% probability.
however, by performing the braiding and then fusing the particles, there is a non-zero probability that the fusion could give 1 instead of 0.
the net 'charge' of the whole system is still 0, though, so if the remaining two particles are fused, they must give the vacuum.
the outcome of the fusion of one of the pairs of anyons determines the fusion outcome of the other pair.
thus, their non-abelian nature ensures that exchanging them implements unitary transformations, forming the basis of topological quantum computation:

1. create qubits from non-abelian anyons
2. move the anyons around — 'braiding' them to perform a computation
3. measure the state of the anyons by fusion

for fibonacci anyons, the number of possible fusion outcomes (the dimension of the hilbert space)
grows according to the fibonacci sequence as more anyons are added.
this gives fibonacci anyons a quantum dimension of the golden ratio.

in summary, fibonacci anyons naturally correct errors due to their topological properties:
a topologically ordered state with non-local quantum entanglement (i.e., small perturbations do not disrupt the system).
plus, the robustness of these systems allows for long-lasting quantum information storage.
if you are interested in learning more, i have some notes here (or specifically on fibonacci anyons here).

meanwhile... i'm distilling the meaning of life

i have been spending a lot of time building on large language models, and i am particularly excited with deepseek r1's reasoning model and
its distilled (semi-supervised) possibilities to train experiments with low-dimensional input data and with much less computational resources
than the other language models. can't talk yet about what i am doing, but later on i might write some notes comparing agentic frameworks
and my workflow to train and fine-tune models. until then, enjoy the weather getting nicer, anon. move fast, heal things.